the DARK AGES

used to read about how the world or certain empire in the world went through the dark ages or the dark period in the history.

i think as human, we too go through the dark ages of our life sometimes. maybe once, maybe twice, maybe more than two... however, what should we do doing such period of life? angry? despair? hate? blame? self pity?

as for me, i used to do all of that. but now, the dark age has come in my life again. what is my reaction? i hide. in a CAVE.

of course, i feel lonely, i feel isolated in my cold cave. but this is part of my healing process. to adjust, to renew and to wait. i feel grateful, because i still have my God with me, always. even though in my cave. :P

so, please give me some time, because i am going through my dark period and waiting for the cloud to pass, before i see the sunshine again.

well, the dark age is not bad at all, because every time i been through it, i became more mature, more loving and more sensitive to people around me. possibly, this might be the greatest present i ever received before i move into my thirtiest.