my beloved grandma

you left us on this day, 14 years ago.

i still miss you to this very day.

i still feel sad when i think of you.

i never have a chance to say proper goodbye to you.

you teach me so much: the house keeping, the kaya making, the cooking... and i never have a chance to thank you.

i still remember i sleep at your side, waking up at night to make some warm milk for you, listening to your story about the second world war in Malaysia, listening to how you talk about our well known grandpa.

i miss you so much that i wanted to let you know what i have been through, what i have become. i really wish i can share my every moment with you.

grandma, even though you are not here anymore, still, i dream about you sometimes, think about you.. because you are one of the important, influential person to me.

i will keep you in my heart always and will never forget...

i miss you....